Dreams...

DREAMS

I was thinking of us last night
And the times we shared
How good we were
But now we are apart
Yet we still have our
Dreams

For in our Dreams we are together
Holding hands on the beach
Talking all night under the silver moon
Kissing and holding each other tight
Dreams

For no matter the distance
Or the obstacle I will always belong to you
For we are meant for each other
not only in reality, but also in our
Dreams

tere jaane ke baad...

tere jaane ke baad jaise jeene chhod diya,
har pal tanha reh kar marna chhod diya,
ek wo pal, tere bina saans bhi na lete the hum,
ab to tere aane ka intezaar bhi karna chhod diya...

Life...

life is not running away when you sense danger, it is not crying over your wounds... its about keeping your pain in the heart, facing your death in the face and saying... thats all you got?

Kuch baatein thi to aaj bhi haathon mein chubhti hain,
Kuch raatein thi jo aaj bhi aankhon mein chubhti hain,
Ek waqt tha jab barsaat achchi lagti thi,
Ab boondein bhi badan par chubhti hain...


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...

kuch dino mein tujhse bahaut dur chale jaayenge,
chahenge paas aana, fir bhi na aa paayenge,
saagar mein namak ki tarah kuch aise milenge hum,
bulaaoge jab kinaare se humko, sirf lehron ke jawaab aayege...

हर बार तेरी खिड़की कि ओर नज़रें उठाता हूँ

हर बार तेरी खिड़की कि ओर देख कर नज़रें झुकाता हूँ,
फिर कुछ लम्हों को याद कर थोड़ा मुस्कुराता हूँ,
कुछ देर तेरे आने का इंतज़ार करता हूँ,
फिर नज़रें झुका कर आगे बढ़ जाता हूँ...

कभी तू नज़र आ जाए इस चाह में,
न जाने कितने चक्कर लगाता हूँ,
तू तो आती नहीं है, कभी तेरी परछाई दिखती है,
तो उसे देख कुछ कुछ मन में गुनगुनाता हूँ...

हर रोज़ उस तरफ नज़रें खुद ही जाती हैं,
जैसे अपने आप कोई डोर खींचती जाती है,
पहले थोड़ा प्यार आता है, कुछ तसवीरें सामने आती हैं,
फिर जैसे ज़िन्दगी रुक सी जाती है,
याद आता है कितनी दूरियां हैं दरमियान,
आँखें बस आंसू बहा के रह जाती हैं....

किसी तरह नज़रें हटाता हूँ,
खुद को कोसता हूँ, फिर आगे बढ़ जाता हूँ,
चाहूँ तो आँखें मूँद सकता हूँ,
पर न जाने क्यूँ खुद को तड़पाता हूँ,
हर बार तेरी खिड़की कि ओर नज़रें उठाता हूँ,
थोड़ी देर तड़पता हूँ, फिर आगे बढ़ जाता हूँ...

Dur se dekhte the to dikhti thi lau,
Aur us lau pe parwaana dikhaayi deta tha,
Paas gaye to usey ek sheesha paaya,
Jisme apna afsaana dikhaayi deta tha...

Apne dikhte the baigaane, ek baigaana apna dikhaayi deta tha,
Pata chala ki wo ek chhalaawa tha, ek bhram tha ishq ka,
Jisme mujhe us anjaani mein khuda dikhaayi deta tha...
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Khuda ne chaha to zindagi abaad hogi,
Ek aisa waqt aayega, jab hanseen si shaam hogi,
Kuch timtimaate taare, kuch chehchahaate panchhi honge,
Aur shaayad hamaari fir mulaqaat hogi...
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Only if you knew...

Only if you knew, how much you meant to me,
Only if you knew, how happy I used to be,
Only if you knew, what I have been through, since you left,
Only if you knew, how dead I am, even though you call me free...

You never knew stayed bed, just to be woken up by you,
I would shut my eyes, just not to let the sun through,

You never knew everyday, I used to think of you at lunch,
Used to wish you were with me, may it be dinner or brunch,

You never knew I used to write your name in my notes,
I used to live by your name, and remember all your quotes,

You never knew I would drink, just to make you angry,
Because I loved the way you shouted and scolded but cared when I got hungry,

You never knew I woke up all night, just to wake you up (whenever you asked me too)
And I would bunk my classes, and even sit under the table, just to see you through (webcam)

Only if you knew, I was quiet for a reason,
Cause didn't want you to get hurt,
I never said anything to you, even when I was gifted a pink shirt,

Only if you knew, how I had survived, with the hope of meeting my love,
To reach to you, so you wouldn't wait, how recklessly I drove,

Only if you knew every time we shook hands, my heart skipped a beat,
I kept myself a little dirty, even though you were no neat,

Only if you knew I never loved you, for what were your habits,
But I loved you for what you are, and not some pieces and bits,

I loved you good, from all my heart just to be shattered away,
Only if you knew what all I've done, you wouldn't have had walked away...
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