kal kuch sitaaron se mulaakat hui, taaron ki chaav mein unse kuch baat hui...

As i sit and look at the rain,
tears roll down my eyes,
There is some pain in my heart that bleeds,
and my life longs to cease and suffice...

I do not want to live any more,
but don't know why my heart goes on,
I still wonder why there is this distance,
and I still wonder what went wrong...

My senses have diminished,
and maybe my end is near,
but me losing you my love,
is still my greatest fear...

I know we had our time,
when the sun used to shine,
the stars would sparkle and sing all night long,
birds would chirp, and breeze would sing our favorite song...

I still wait for you to come back to me,
for you to come back, and hold my hand,
here i am, waiting for you,
here i am, and alone I stand...

I miss you dear, miss you lots,
I miss you more than my life,
I've waited all this while, and have come to know,
without you, I won't survive

unki aankhon mein khud ko dekha, to hum unpe mar mite,
humein kya khabar thi, ki wo har kisi ko janasheen bana lete hain...

missing you my dear, with all my heart and soul....
this distance growing between us, pesters like a violent ghoul...

i try to escape from this madness, yet it says with me...
i wanna run away from, from here, reaching out to thee...

i waited for you, waited and tried.... cried for you, till my eyes dried...

i waited for you, waited and tried.... cried for you, till my eyes dried...

adhoorapan

ye raat adhoori hai uske bina...

ye baat adhoori hai uske bina...

jazbaat hain adhoore, adhoore shabd hain...

ye zindagi adhoori hai uske bina...


ek adhoori si raat mein, kuch adhoore sapne hain,

jin sapnon mein wo kuch der ke liye aati hai...

thoda muskurati hai, thoda sharmaati hai...

kuch adhoora sa kehke gaayab ho jaati hai...


kuch adhoore raaston pe dhoondhta hun usey...

kuch adhoori se lamhon mein dhoondhta hun usey...

ek adhoori si shaam mein uska intezaar rehta hai...

meri adhoori si aankhin se adhoora sa aansu behta hai...


kuch adhoore shabd ab bhi goonjte hain kaan mein,

kuch adhoore se jazbaat pighalte hain jaan se...

kuch adhoori tammanaaon ki khwahish jaagti hai...

kuch adhoori si aag bhabhakti hai is insaan mein...


aaj bhi ek adhoora ashq aankh mein ruka hai....

jaise ek adhoora ped bojh se jhuka hai...

jaise ek adhoora raasta dhool ho chuka hai...

jaise ek adhoora sa dil baar baar dukha hai....


ye adhoore shabd shayad hi poore honge...

ye adhoore khwaab shayad hi poore honge...

kuch khwahishein hain jinki chitaa jalaa chuka hun...

baaki ke armaan bhi shayad hi poore honge...

unka intezaar kiya...

kuch waqt unka intezaar kiya....
fir apni mohabbat ka ikraar kiya...
chale gye is duniya se, mile bina unse...
par marne par unka intezaar kiya...

marte waqt jab khuli jo aankhen,
fir unka deedar kiya,
chale gye is duniya se aur,
us paar unka intezaar kiya...

kuch mausam bigad jaayein to hi achcha hota hai...
kuch chaman ujad jaayein to hi achcha hota hai....
yun to sab saath maangte hain logon ka,
par kuch log bichhad jaayein to hi achcha hota hai...!

wo thi ik raat ki baat, jab hum the mile,
wo thi ik raat ki baat, jab dil the khile,
aaj bhi aankh bhar aati hai, dil usko deta hai awaaz,
jab yaad aate hain wo pal, jinme pyaar ke phool the khile...

Janaaza...

nikal raha tha ek ladki ka janaaza,,,
jisse dekh ek ladka muskuraya...
jab usse poochha muskuraya kyun...
to bola.....
thi wo meri jaan-e-bahaar....vada kiya tha...jab bhi milenge muskura ke milenge...

aaj fir mujhe ehsaas hua...hum kitni duur ho gaye hain....
in raaton ki karvaton mein hum dono kahin kho gaye hain...

Feelings...

feelings..
i hate these feelings that come n go...
like stars in night they twinkle n glow.... i
hate these feeling cause they make me cry....
even when they give me the power to think n try.....

i hate these feelings of love n warmth...
they make me feel insecure....
and i dunno what to do...
to find its cure...

sadness is a feeling i like the most...
it makes me feel i am dead.... as if i am a ghost....
even thought this feeling passes away....
this is one feeling i would like to host....

in the morning i feel happy....happy to be alive....
feel like a new born bee in a hive....
but as the day ends... everything gets even....
my happiness sets.... when the clock strikes eleven...

as another day comes to an end i feel....
i should be free from this feeling...
but then i realise when i am awake all night...
that its this feeling that does the healing....

A medicine for stomach ache...3 Rupees, one for a headache, 5 rupees, medicine for sprain...50 rupees, a crepe bandage 150 rupees.... the pain you feel when you're in love...PRICELESS!

There are some things money can't buy...for everything else...There's MasterCard!

Today is valentines day...
I sit in the park, the trees and the wind, they say,
wish u a happy valentines day,

as she comes, walking on that dusty road,
the wind stops, the trees go quiet, cause its a valentines day,
our hearts beat fast, even though in the same rythm,
we look at each other, then i go to her,
i hug her, she hugs me, we both smile,
cause its a valentines day

I look deep into her eyes, there is so much love for me,
we go from there and sit under a tree,
we sit very close, under that tree,
and the wind starts again, looks on a spree,
as the dust rises, with that powerful wind,
i look into her eyes, she knows whats on my mind,
i kiss her, on her tender lips, and i can feel, a little bit of heat,
for every time we kiss, my heart skips a beat,

The wind keeps singing, the trees start to sway,
everybody is saying, A happy valentines day...

once there was a girl.And what a girl she was. Long hair, flowing like water, a little dusky complexion, pure black yes, mesmerising smile, a nice body, nicer personality, and a beautiful voice...

She had a nice sense of dressing she had, and was reason of envy to other girls. When she walked on streets, she always got second looks from men.But little did people, who thought she was beautiful and happy, know what kept going in her heart and mind.

A beautiful smile, betterbody, and even better eyes. These were some of the compliments she kept recieving, but little did people find out what was underneath this viel of beauty and happiness.

There was pain, a shattered heart, lost hope, and a search for a reason to live. She was living, if you can call breathing, living.

She had a heart once, which was broken in love, a hope for happiness, which was lost in time, a trust that had been shattered.She was living, all alone, all alive, smiling, laughing, but neither loving, nor happy.

It was long time back, she had loved a boy. She had loved him with all her heart. She thought she would spend her life with him. But little did she know what fate had in mindd for her. Maybe she was not meant to smile, to be happy, maybe...

uski tasveer ko zindagi bana liya,
uski yaadon mein khud ko bhula liya,
kuch roshini chahiye thi unhe ek raat,
unki nazaron ke liye khud ko jalaa liya,

aaj bhi wo ghaav jalte hain, jo us raat mile the..
aaj bhi wo chiraag jalte hain, jo us raat bhuje the...
bas hum hi hain ek jo jee rahe hain tanha...
wo gulaab ab bhi khilte hain, jo us raat khile the..!

aaj mujhe ek aur vaakyansh yaad aaya...,
behte huye ashqon ka wo ansh yaad aaya....,
aaj likh to di maine kavita milaap pe...,
par mujhe aaj judaai ka wo ansh yaad aaya..!

kuch lamho ke liye zindagi thahar gyi,
aankhon ke aansuon mein zindagi guzar gyi,
ab bhi unki tasveer rehti hain is veerani mein,
unki yaadon mein dil ki tammanayein bikhar gyi..!

every second i feel you, i miss you my dear,
i'll lose you someday, that is the only fear,
will laugh everyday, but only from the outside,
inside...i'll be full, full of tears..!

sometimes you sit and think,
why is life going the other way?
then you realise its a good thing,
at least you are not living your life like a stray..!

Why do we fight and stay awake all night, just to think what went wrong,
We know inside we are dying of pain, yet we show our heart is strong,.!!!

The best thing to do is to walk in rain,
As rain doesnt show that you're in pain,
I wish it would keep raining here,
Then no one would know if i love the rain, or it is my tear that rolls down in pain,!

I seem to laugh, but am crying inside,
I seem alive, but am dying inside,
Every night i fail in love,
Everyday i am trying inside..!

sometimes i sit and think,
is my life on failures brink?,
then i look at you and say,
as long as she is with me, there's always a way..!

Aaj bhi uski yaad mein roya hun,
uske khwaabon mein aankhen khol ke soya hun,
zindagi ne fir dard ki barsaat ki hai,
usi barsaat ke aansuon mein khoya hun..!

A small car, heavy rain, a long drive, just love no pain,
Only me and you, and our beautiful fate, this is what I call, A PERFECT DATE.!!!

Aankhon mein wo khwaab ab bhi baaki hain,...

Kaanon mein goonjti wo aawaz ab bhi baaki hain,...

Mehlon mein chaa gyi hogi khaamoshiyan,...

Par mere dil mein unki dadhkanon ke ehsaas ab bhi baaki hain....!

Kuch log bahaut kareeb aa jaate hain,
Aake dil-o-dimaag pe chaa jaate hain,
Aise hi ban jaata koi zindagi humari,
Kuch log ssanson aur dhadkanon mein samaa jaate hain..!

In aankhon ke khel bhi ajeeb hote hain,
Jab hoti hai wo duur, aansu bhar bhar rote hain,
Paas hoti hai to aur kuch dikhta nahin,
unke khwaab tab bhi aate hain inme,
Jab wo chain se sote hain..!

Why do we fight, why do we cry,
Why do fall in love, yet try,
When together, never do we think what will happen tomorrow,
When alone, we spend time in sorrow!!!

Love you!

Happy New Year

Keep the smile, leave the tear,
Think of joy, forget the fear,
Dont let people, go far away,
Hope all the friends remain so near,
hold the laugh, leave the pain, be joyous cause its a beautiful new year...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!